Issue's with infrastructure

What is a person a self a " I" is it a continuous consciousness with an existing/extensive ego that allows his/her physical being to manipulate the reality of which the body exists within as well as an abusive and relatively unknown subconscious, that leads you to a path of irrationality and moral delusions. Which allow the self to not understanding one's actions because it acts underneath the social cage that exist in one's conscious mind. Is the self rising above this inherent mechanical/biological system of which the self struggles to keep power over in order to persist or does the biological and systematic makeup of our humanity corrupt the self with its unmeasurable cruelty, which leaves the "I" and its various personas and actualities that do develop over time such as the self's personal, social, sexual, intellectual realities/personas in limbo. This practical impossibility to cultivate an actual self an "I" that is defying its biological nature is a continuous issue/struggle of one's self concept and allows the self to have mixed concepts of his/her relationship with his/her humanity, identity and true nature and the self's actual meaning in this translucent reality.

This creates various mental inducements to occur, which also allows the self to cast aspersions on to itself that harm itself from actual development. The biological irregularities allow the self to have this natural resistance to certain aspect of reality. Its a barricade of biological vindications, protection and defense mechanisms that only defer the reality of the self and magnify the issues of self discovery.

Hidden beneath the mental filth of one's layering consciousness/subconscious and biological undoing's breaths a mind of relative rationality that can actually perceive deductively and lives in accordance or adherence to its relative beliefs of reality and morality based on his/her life and intellectual experiences. This discovery allows the self that never changes to actually change or make changes to actual find the true self, the " I" that exist.

A destroyed " I" self can be a monopoly if allowed. What do you do when the actuality of one's existence is layered or bewildered or stunned from biological default's.